There is no timeline to success.
You are not behind.
On the contrary, you are exactly where you need to be.
That can be difficult to comprehend sometimes. That even when the shit stinks, sometimes you’re here because you’re meant to learn how to clean up the shit, not live in it.
I started this journey quite a few years ago, and honestly I don’t have enough to show for it. I’m not consistent enough in any aspect. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not thrilled about that… But why am I ok with this for where I’m at today? Let me tell you..
I made a choice at the very beginning of my journey, that the kids come first. My home comes first. My business is in my spare time and realistically sometimes I don’t have any of that. Suffering from chronic fatigue, and chronic illness means I only have so much energy in a day. My kids deserve me at 100% and sometimes after that + taking care of our home I have nothing left to give my business.
This season won’t last forever. Only while my kids need me like they do. I will always be available for them. I will never miss a bedtime, Dr appointment, sporting practice, event, competition, show.. Because my priority is simply showing up for them.
One day, when my kids need me less, I will have all the energy for this business. My business will still be here, for me to focus on, and to grow into something large and significant. Leading with my morals, values and goals to contribute to a better community. I have so much to offer, and so much to give. It may be in a little trinkles now, but only for a little while.
But right now, I am exactly where I need to be.
Right now,
I am Momma.



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